Today Thirty Seconds To Mars album This Is War is released in different parts of the world Sweden needs to wait until the 9th. I’ve had the album since the day it leaked, someone but it straight under my nose. Waiting for the 9th to get my copy home though. My favorite song is Hurricane feat. Kanye West. However this version what I’ve been told will not be on the album, Kanye got cut out, sadly. It really is a great song with him in it.

tell me would you kill to save your life?
tell me would you kill to prove you’re right?
crash, crash, burn let it all burn
this hurricane’s chasing us all underground

no matter how many deaths that I die, I will never forget
no matter how many lies that I live, i will never regret
there is a fire inside that has started a riot about to explode into flames
where is you God?

Just clicked home a new watch from Cocoo.se. I got money from my grandparents so this is one of the gifts I got.

It’s just something with this that’s so comforting and relaxing. Don’t you think?

I want to thank everyone for my birthday wishes. Thanks to the lovely friends that came over for some Glögg and a lovely chat time.
Thank you Sue for the nice birthday card.

Erika! Have a great day and hopefully I’ll see you soon.

I got the urge to draw, back. I’m so happy!
I never really seem to be able to stick to a certain style though. Now it have changed again.
The long neck is still there, but it might should be longer.
Sadly the drawing look a little crocked but that is because of the photo.

Going to buy a coffee table sometime in the future and I remember sitting and looking for some furnitures before I moved the first time and saw this coffee table and I’m so glad MIO still has it. All I need to do is cough up 3000.- to get it. Like that will ever happen. But isn’t it beautiful. It’s so my style.

I feel really bad right now, or just a little. Reason? Well listening to a certain bands new album that have leaked. I’m in love with a song called Hurricane and I don’t give a shit what people say, but I do like Kanye West’s part in it. Too bad he got cut out from the original album. In all honesty I think Hurricane is the strongest track on the entire album.

Where is your God?
Do you remember the day all the lies you told to form myself?
Tell me would you kill to prove you’re right?

Had such much fun yesterday. Me and Anna had our birthday party together and it was a blast. We were just women that had a great time with our dresses, shoes and drinking Cosmopolitan and eating delicious cupcakes.

We headed into the City, sadly the taxi wasn’t yellow, headed to Kalles which were the only thing that were open. We wanted to go to Pentryt. I had a fun time at Kalles though. For ones I didn’t have a creep around me.

Today I’ve been cleaning up the mess, ha ha ha. Just woke up with a headace so the Bakis thing worked. Thank you Emma for those. Now I’m gonna sit down and watch a movie and just relax.

I know I haven’t updated for a while so here it goes:
Wednesday aka. PAYDAY
Went down into the city with Anna, Caroline and Kalle and did some shopping for Sex and the City night (Friday). I didn’t find all that fun stuff to write about except for really nice curtains from Indiska. Silver with some black oriental print on it. (picture will come later) but I needed to try and see if I liked it in my apartment so I just bought one, I hate that they only have a set of one curtain so you need to buy two. SUCKS.
Headed to ICA for some major grocery shopping. The second one I did since I moved in to the new apartment. Came home and saw the third Underworld movie and then went to sleep.

Thursday
Had class today but for some strange reason I got stomach pain from the breakfast so I was home. Went into town and bought the second curtain which ended up being just one left *phew*. Went home and started cleaning. So now I’ve been power cleaning and still not 100% done. But my back hurts and I should make dinner but I just finished cleaning all the dishes. Well we will see…might just end up being a cup of Green Chai tea or something.

I so love this drawing by Tim Burton from 1980-1986. Maybe will be my next tattoo…who knows?

Yesterday was really interesting. We went to visit the stage school in Skellefteå and damn they’re good. It seems so much fun to work with stages and make props. Who knows I might search and see if I can get in there when I’m done here. Not that I think I can get in since they take in 8 people and it’s a 2 year studies.

Came home around 3pm and chilled for a while and then got ready for the little party. Robbin made sushi which was delicious and me finishing a bottle of wine…and today I have to pay for it.
I went home instead of fallowing the rest to Kåren. Been so busy and stressed that I haven’t slept very well these past weeks.

I’ve fixed tickets for 30STM in Stockholm in March. I’ll try and get for Helsinki too and go for a little cruise with my lovely Norwegian and Swedish friends.

Today we had visual communication the entire day. It was really hard getting the info in at the end of the day. I do think the teacher noticed that. Tomorrow it’s off to Skellefteå to meet the other part of the project, the set people and then it’s party at Kvarters for everyone working with the project. Or meeting up and drinking wine as our teacher calls it.
Off to sleep in this cold apartment. I’ll leave you with a pic of my desk form class today.
Good night

I love that phrase. I mean I LOVE that phrase.
Now I’ll have it with me to the day that I die.
Sorry for the blood

it says Kill Your Ego in Hebrew. And it’s my dear Spartan and partner in crime Shani that has design/written it for me.

So I keep the tradition going. Getting one tattoo a year since 2006. Yeah that’s what I was going away to get. I got Kill Your Ego in Hebrew written down my spine. Didn’t hurt that bad and took about 25-30 min. I got half of the tattoo as a birthday present from my siblings so thank you very much for that.

I’ll let brother take a picture of it later. Still under the wraps right now. Do not wait until i sit on the plane tomorrow about to take of. Those vibrations will not me nice at all.

I’m nervous at the same time excited. Less than one hour left.

I’ve walked the dog, got out of the shower and eaten. Now I got to put some clothes on. Brother picks me up in 35 min.

You would not believe your eyes
If ten million fireflies
Lit up the world as I fell asleep

‘Cause they’d fill the open air
And leave teardrops everywhere
You’d think me rude
But I would just stand and stare

I’d like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It’s hard to say that I’d rather stay
Awake when I’m asleep
‘Cause everything is never as it seems
(When I fall asleep)
-Fireflies by Owl City

I’ll be in Stockholm at Fryshuset to see Thirty Seconds To Mars. It’s about fucking time they come here for a headlining show.

So now you know.

Been listening to Owl City today. Love what I hear. Fireflies is such beautiful song.

…for the new music video for the song Kings & Queens

but what it turned out to be was a full schedule this week. the only day that I have nothing planned is on Monday which I was supposed to be in London and see my second family and 30 Seconds To Mars, but due money issue I couldn’t go. I’m not happy about that at all.

I’ve been at IKEA twice (once with mum and nephew yesterday & sister today) but couldn’t buy everything I wanted. My suitcase is way too small. But a wire I manage to get so now I can buy curtains and prepare for the spring and the sun. I also got some ideas what I’ll do for the apartment.

Been to Gränden this evening and met up with Karin and Linda. Sadly Sandra couldn’t come. I took the regular, Baked potato and curry chicken and some Vitamin Everyday drink, black currant. I normally use to take orange juice but I’m in love with the Vitamin Everyday drinks. Too bad that one little bottle cost quite a lot otherwise I would stack my fridge with those. Hmmm…maybe I should spend more money on that than alcohol and other shit though. LOL…

Met my dear sister and my adorable nephew William today. Damn he has grown since last time I saw him. The time goes too fast.

The good thing is that I start going back to my old self. I feel stronger even after all the drama that’s been going on. Well…now I’m going to go to sleep. Take care. Night

That’s going on. I’m cleaning the apartment and packing, prepare for the Sunday coffee time. Try to stay sharp, just want it to be monday evening now, me in the car to my parents. Need a break badly.

Started a new class today which is Visual Communication and it seems like it’s going to be a lot to do in short period of time but at the same time it will be fun. On Monday Copywriter class starts. We will see how that will be.

2D class is being a bit, well I just don’t feel like picking up a pen at this moment. Just feels like hell. It’s been too much of ”must do” when it comes to art right now. I just want to do my things. Have some I need to finish.

In about 40 min I’ll head over to Carro for idol evening with Carro, Anna and Kalle. Well that’s about it for now.

Its the moment of truth and the moment to lie
The moment to live and the moment to die
The moment to fight, the moment to fight, to fight, to fight, to fight
To the right To the left we will fight to the death
To the Edge of the Earth, It’s a Brave New World from the last to the first
To the right, To the left, We will fight to the death
To the Edge of the Earth, it’s a Brave New World

I believe in nothing, not the end and not the start
I believe in nothing, not the earth and not the stars
I believe in nothing, not the day and not the dark
I believe in nothing but the beating of our hearts
I believe in nothing 100 suns until we part
I believe in nothing not in satan, not in god
I believe in nothing, not in peace and not in war
I believe in nothing but the truth of who we are